30 5 / 2012
maybe i’m not any different from last year. i like to think that i’ve changed, but i guess i haven’t. i don’t really think people can change, and clearly im no exception.
30 5 / 2012
im having a really hard time wanting to keep this up. honestly, we aren’t friends i hate the way you treat me. i really do. and yet i still feel an obligation to do things for you. i feel so stuck.
30 5 / 2012
i feel like if this was last year i would be so much more upset, which is a good thing i guess? i hate thinking back to all those times where i just like couldn’t hold in my emotions and let loose on like everyone and had like everyone know how i was feeling and just ugh. this is better. i can control myself. i don’t know how i feel about this really, but i don’t know i am kind of disappointed. i would have been nice but it’s not like i can control this at all. i dont know if im disappointed more with the situation or myself. i guess the summer will be nice. whatever.
27 5 / 2012
i shouldn’t be like this. i have no reason to be like this. really, there’s no reason for me to be pissed off all the time. none. i wish i wasn’t so angry all the time. it takes the smallest things to set me off and it’s so stupid. i’m tired of being upset by everything all the time and i wish i could make it stop but i have no idea why. i feel like no matter what i’m just about to explode for no reason. everyone bothers me, no not everyone, but most people. just all the time there is something bothering me or making me upset and it’s so overwhelming and i don’t know how to deal with it. i get frustrated so easily and i shouldn’t. what is wrong with me
26 5 / 2012
im actually so annoyed that you keep saying this. it’s blatantly not true so shut up.
24 5 / 2012
i like cant type the
it always comes out
- tghe
- hte
- teh
- th eand then hte next word
- ht eand
- at least the e never come first
- this has been a post